Ah yes, a tweur anne séwie.

Protect me, protect me

Kids, I don't exactly recall when that last phone call happened but it must have been a month later, maybe two months. I didn't want to lose contact but at the same time I couldn't bear the idea of her being with someone else, I couldn't bear the idea of being replaced... of being a memory, a wandering thought, or just seeing her again as a simple friend. Let's be honest, I have my pride. I don't accept being "another human being", and to be totally honest, I still don't believe I'm going to die. "IDIOT!" Yeah you could say that. Some people think I'm a narcissist self loving dude, and if you know me briefly, that's exactly what I want you to think of me, well that's what I want shallow close minded cunts to think. Truth? I don't think high of me, at all. It's much more complex than this to be honest and I don't want to explain much more. I've recently learnt that I was gemini, well my ascendant at least.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryrVXnqQ03k

Yeah got a bit jaded of using other people's sentences, it's high time to make up my owns. Should do the same with music. Could be doable.

Have you ever had the feeling you were judged for things that aren't connected to you? I've always had a genuine contempt for blogs, and I have the sensation people think I'm into that or that I carry their moral values, like narcissism.
I'm sure that I'm unsure and I'm drowning a bit more each day, trying to figure out how to find a meaning, trying to make up for past... whatever. I don't have time for that bullshit, I'll find a way.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3WrvV6N8SA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcWd_SZJG6U

Let's write something raw.